My explanation

Well, two months ago I began to think obsessively about Selectivity and the mark I need to achieve my goals. Then I began to work so hard in all my subjects because I really want to do the medicine degree next year, so I started to do other years selectivity exams.
To practice English I searched exams and I started to do writings, readings and listenings in my spare time. So I began to do the third term blog and I was out of ideas, I didn't know what to talk about in my post and it's so weird in me, I mean I'm always talking and I usually have something to say but I suppose that work that hard blocked my imagination, maybe I'm too tired to have something special to do.
As I can't do this type of excuse I did what I always do, look for a solution and I find this solution, put all my writings here as a "your-says". I know this isn't the best kind of solution but it's what I have.

I usually withstand the pressure but I don't know what's happening to me. I block in the exams, I do fool failures, my mind goes black despite having studied... I can't understand what's happening to me and why it's happening now...I struggled a lot to be where I am and I won't lose everything I've been fighting for for years.

I don't want to grasp myself and I know I have to follow with my exams, It's so hard just right now but I won't give up, it's less than a month for the selectivity I will continue studying hard and working hard to achieve my dream.

It's only my explanation because it's strange on me, do this type of posts and don't speak my life, my goals, my dreams or my routines, but I just don't want to do anything now, just want to get the selectivity, have a good mark and can live my life, can go out with friends. I don't know, maybe I'm just so stressed and overwhelmed, I just need calm.